I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself for you if need be. Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart, no matter what length of time it is for and regardless of the long distance. Enough to believe in our relationship, to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple, and to never give up on us. Enough to spend the rest of my life with you, be there for you when you need, or want me, and never ever want to leave you or live without you....I love you this much!
I know you have your cranky times, and you can't avoid it. I know you avoid me because you don't want to be cranky around me. I understand, baby. I understand you needed space and needed time to calm yourself down. I'm giving you the space and time..but understand this, I will not leave your side, or let you go through this alone. I apologize if I send you messages from time to time. I just want you to know that I'm thinking of you, and I'm here for you.
Truth is, I'm afraid to lose you. You are an amazing man, and you are the kind of man every woman dreamed of. I have insecurities that I'm trying so hard to ignore. I'm afraid that I'm not your shoulder to cry on anymore. I'm afraid that you don't share things with me anymore. I'm afraid that one day you wake up and realize you can have any women you want who is more beautiful and nearer to you. I know I'm not the only one who is in love with you. I try to ignore this feelings everyday because I know you love me too.
Haven't heard from you, and I miss you so much. But I wish you well. I pray that God give you some peace in your heart and mind as you lay down tonight. I hope you are thinking of me as much as I have been thinking of you since the last we spoke.
I love you very much, and I'm not going to turn away from you baby. I'm not going to let go of what we fought to have. We have been through a lot and this distance, we have grown stronger. I love you enough to let you have your space and time to be away and by yourself for a while. I know you read my messages, but I love you enough to let you read it and let it unanswered.
I hope you know how much I love you. I will be waiting for you. I will wait forever for you.
Why? Because I love you this much.....
